Closure

Closure is something I believe is very important in the end of a relationship. All the relationships I was never able to fully move on from was because I never felt like I got any kind of closure. Those times when you don't know why or it just kind of faded out, how do you move on from that? How do you accept that one day your relationship is so strong and slowly it starts to slip away and before you know it it's gone. Or when they end things and just don't tell you why. It's just over. How do you live with that? It eats you alive. Constantly wondering what you did or if they fell in love with someone else or if they just never really cared? Did they just get bored? You'll never know. In your mind it's just not truly over yet because there never really was an ending. It was just gone. So, here comes the best I can do. I wish you well in the rest of your life. I can't say I don't harbor some hard feelings, but there are also some smiles and good memories when I think about you. I truly hope you become all that you were meant to be and live a happy life. I may never really get much closure from you, but I think maybe that's a part of moving on and letting go of things... Learning to live without closure. There will always be those memories and things that flash through your mind like an old movie; Shared smiles, carefree laughs, maybe a hug or two and a kiss now and again. So maybe in the future when I see a little boy in a superman t-shirt and think of you, I'll play that sentimental little movie in my head and remember the good times we had. But for now it's time to forget those things. Time to stop letting them make me sad. It's time to let go.

Thank you for all you gave me old friend. Goodbye.


"She closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and let go."