It's getting harder. Every single day it gets harder and harder to handle this.
It keeps getting harder because I know.. I know that it's getting easier for you. It gets harder as I remember more and more while you're starting to forget. I can feel you slipping away, but I can't hold on to you.
It's like my hands are coated in butter and I'm making you slip away faster by how hard I'm trying to hold on.. I'm just squeezing you right out of my greasy, clenched palms.
But I can't hold on anymore and I need you to. I need you to hold on to me because you are all I'm holding on to and I'm not strong enough.. If you don't grab onto me soon I will fall and I won't ever stop. I need you to remember.
Please don't let me go. Please remember our promises, remember you and me - me and you. Remember being together? You promised you wouldn't forget. Remember how I told you I would always need you? I meant it.
Make me feel loved again.
Don't let me go. It's getting harder.
