Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Beauty in the Breakdown

It's funny, isn't it?
How comfortable something sad can be,
how uncomfortable something welcoming can be.
I find myself clinging to heartbreak.
Oh, what a beautiful thing to be broken.
I think I'm addicted;
I am addicted to the weakest parts of people,
the parts they hide.
I crave that darkness that can only be found way down deep.
I'm fascinated by the scars one tries to cover up.
The sadness in your eyes tells a story -
not one to ever be spoken with words.
But I read it all;
you're so unaware of me devouring every undone bit of your soul.
It's beauty.
Beauty in the breakdown.




Saturday, July 6, 2013

i really just want to be okay

Never Leave

i don't wanna feel this anymore.. i can't feel this way anymore.

my heart feels like its exploding and imploding at the same time.

why does it still hurt? why do you still hurt..

the memory of you haunts my every thought, every action, every word spoken.

i need you because i need to feel better.

won't you come home to me now? won't you love me again..?

you could love me again. i know you could.

love me; never leave.