Saturday, October 27, 2012

Ultimatum

I've been clinging on to this hope that you don't want things to be over either. I like to think that you meant it when you said forever. But I can't afford to think like that anymore. I can't live this way. Half still believing things will work out with us, half trying to move on. It's tearing me apart.

So I'm giving you an ultimatum. You have until midnight tonight to decide if you still want me in your life. If I haven't heard from you by then, I will let go. Completely.

I will let you be free and realize that we just weren't meant to be. I will let go of that dream, which I thought was a reality, of waking up next to you everyday. I will let go the fact that you just don't love me. Because I can't carry all this anymore. I can't keep trying to live two different lives.

I have learned that I need to let go of the things I cannot control. So time for the truth. Were you ever really mine? Come back to me love. I understand if you can't or don't want to. I understand if you moved on. I understand if you don't love me anymore or never did. But understand that I can't wait forever, and I won't.

I love you. Here's your ultimatum. What do you want?



Did you mean it?

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